... I don't know that it would be right to compare my pain to yours. I know you also loved Ardashir a great deal... and maybe you knew them in ways I never did, being their unit mate.

But I... do miss them, deeply, every day.

[ a deep, slow breath in--and then a very heavy exhale. ]

... It must have been difficult for you... to come back to this place everyday, where you shared so much time with them. I hope it's become easier.