[ Worthy? Well... yeah. Ren's been beaten down by life again and again this past year but he didn't think he wasn't worthy of being cared for. Something about how Yusuke says it rankles and rubs already abraded, tender spots within him and Ren tries holding on as best he can, wanting abruptly to not be here, not hurt Yusuke's feelings, but refuse to be submissive to something as simple as attention, too. ]

That's not what I'm saying.

Don't you get that I'm trying to keep us all together? I can't - hurt everyone just because I can't get a grip on my feelings